Tuesday, 25 August 2009

ENOUGH of the sad'un

RIGHT. I don't particularly like looking at the post below..and my page is so damn dull..thought I'd perk it up with some photos from my NEW CASIO EX-Z400. Yes baby, you read that right..finally got myself a new cam after the many years of service from my old one. Still trying to get a hold of the functions...but getting there. ahhhh I love new technology!!!
Just giving ya'll a photo insight into my lovely summer hols. =]



hehe =] summer summer summer.
<3
signing out.
K.Y.T
25.8.09
15:59

Saturday, 22 August 2009

Whats going downn

Is it bad to hope?? to wish?? to want something in life?
I can't even explain how annoying, stressful and distraught these last few days have been. But to be honest...I brought this onto myself as always. Damn my lazy ass. gahhhh!! It's caused me some mega trouble this time.

But before I start to explain what the hell has happened...I want you to know that my summer hols were amazing!!! So bloody amazing! Great fat sun, heatwave, thunderstorms in HK, buff food in Malay..couldn't be better man...I miss my laksa already TT__TT.

I'm really sorry I haven't updated sooner..I went on hols straight my exams with the fam, and haven't had internet since, cept for the stray signals stolen from neighbours in Malay. =P ;]. And what do I come back to?? I ruin my hols to come back for A2 results...which was a bum on a new level of its own.

I missed my grades for uni.
Specifically Bath uni.
should I repeat that phrase in case you didn't catch that?

I MISSED MY GRADES TO GO TO BATH

fuck??
lol..excuse the language. So after phoning multiple unis up..and I mean 20+ kind of multiple, with a robotic response of "sorry our Economics course is full" and "hang on a sec, let me record your details, enter you on the system and I'll get back to you", I decided to give up and clear my head. Am I prepared to waste away the next 3-4 years at some uni I haven't even considered, with a course I'm not committed to?
The answer was simple really. No. Definitely no. I don't want to rush to uni for this. I'd rather deal with the wrath of disappointed parents for a bit than to do that. Cause in the end, I'm going to uni for myself right? Not for anyone else. I really want to go to Bath. The city is beautiful..the uni is beautiful. It's just such a good breath of fresh air from London. Can't believe my idiocy and laziness cost me this.

*sighhh* But this points me directly onto the gap year path...which, secretly, I'm really happy about. Always wanted a gap year and this gives me the excuse to have one..though not through the best of circumstances, but certainly gets me there.
So the plan is.. xD I'm going to study for retakes in some modules to get me those damn A's so I can reapply and hopefully be given a second shot at Bath. I pray to God..any higher being up there to watch over me and give me strength...luck...whatever it takes to get into Bath..or a uni of my choice next year. hmm..Then after the retakes I'm going to get some hardcore work experience and then during summer I'm going to volunteer...probs in China, to teach English to lil kidos. Then swim over to Aussy....as I have no cash by now....to do some travelling. Sounds good?? (would someone like to rent a boat to me so I won't have to swim to Aussy..O_O...xD hahah)

ISSUE 1: I have no idea where to look for work experience. Probs in the banking sector?? or auditing?? Just something I can dig into for about 2-3 weeks..anything financy?? please can someone advise me?? I'd really appreciate that.

and I'm sorry...I haven't been able to update anything on my art lately. I've been a total bum ehh?? I'm sorry. But I will...soon. very soon...hopefully.

ALSO!!
ISSUE 2: I SUCK at HTML. I'm sure you all realise this from the shittiness off this page T_T and I'm sorry. I'm trying to do something about this.....

sigh...some essay huh?? happy reading?? haha =]

Plan for my page??:


...........hmm....in progress then xD WIP.

Many hearts my lovelies.
K.Y.T
25.8.09
12:53

Saturday, 13 June 2009

Sigh...

SIGH indeeed my lovelies!!
Officially only 5 days left of high school life!! >br> YES BABY!!...so lately...
1. drooling over Taylor's new HAWT body..
2. stressing over exams..(there's a in-depth story below....)
3. doodling..trying new styles in photoshop..
4. invest in a new tablet?? dunno..I find mine is really constricting, in that it's too small and my wrist is dying..xD
5. INVESTIGATING MALE CONTOURS ;] ;] in the words of my dear friend ;]

Anyways, I've been recovering from my horrendous all nighter from thursday night's/friday morning's revision cram of Unit 6 Economics. That was a disaster. I thought I was going to vomit and lose consciousness in the exam. The actual exam was ok I guess, it could have actually been about the phillips curve or the EU, then I'd REALLY be sent into A&E.
But enough about exmas...(IVE ONLY GOT 2 LEFT HOORRRRAA!!)
I've been doodling lately..as I've mention up above...
I'm quite happy with the results..though it's still WIP...it was just quickly CGed to get me into the mood of the picture...:

There's two more to come and I would put up the sketches but I have yet to scan it into the comp...so watch this space.. =]

MUCH LOVE
brb ;]
KYT
13.6.09
21:36

Friday, 5 June 2009

Burne Hogarth.

You know guys. today...was the most difficult..horrendous..annoying...ridiculously ....i dont think i have a strong enough word in my vocabulary quite yet..but just know today was the most horrid acedemic day of my life to date. seriously.

I think I'm about to collapse..though yes it is 23.19...but I will explain later on why I'm still awake at this ungodly hour on such a day. I had 3 A2 module exams today, thats a total of nearly 5 hours of exams...oh maybe my maths is wrong. I started at 9 AM and didn't get to finish till 5PM. how ridiculous!

I thought I was gonna vomit from utter terror and stress the entire day. It didn't help that the Mtahs papers this year for OCR are unbelievably difficult. I want to strangle the examiners. just WTF were they thinking!
Bloody cruel the lot of them

....economics ...I really don't know how I did...it just wasn't good..so lets all pray and hope I make the grades to Uni,...otherwise...sheesh. there is no otherwise.

BUT.

onto the main point. =] I came back home squinting...ready to plop into bed..bag and all...but my dear mummeh shoved some fat book in my face. =O

lets take a moment to comprehend this. this BOOK. Ive been waiting for this to be delivered for WEEKS!! it's Burne's 'dynamic figure drawing book' and GOSH. it's actually amazing. Had to search all over ebay and amazon for it..but damnn was soo happy when I found it for a reasonable price.

Avid artists wanting to understand the human figure/anatomy/dynamic positions should get this book...I guarentee you'll find it the most helpful thing to come about in a long while. thumbs up on this one.

hehee..and it's the reason I'm still bloody up tying this message to you all at friggin midnight when my eyes have shut. I just couldnt stop sketching..but the one thing that came out quite to my liking was:


hahah me and my pervy self. but mannn.
i like this one. =]
though I do realise that his chest is too small for his body..hmm theyre meant to be bigger...cause the torso/abdomen is not supposed to cover like....80% of the body..oh wells. and since scanning this in..ive realised a lot of other anatomy blunders..but im working on it. =] sooo.
much love.
I really need to drop to bed

K.Y.T
5.6.09
23:29

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

Page layout...

right guys..I'm sorry about how my page looks right now..the white background is hurting my eyes...dunno about yours. I'll fix it up tomorrow..or some time very soon...as sleep calls..otheriwse I won't wake up in time tomorrow for my driving lesson.

WHITE. is deifnitely out of the question.
I was looking for a slight tinge of grey...that would have been nice..or a 'duller' white...but blogspot is being stupid....so I may have to go back to myspace to fish out that html colour chart..that was oh so very useful..., back in the day of the myspace era.

but mann check out my baby to the right of your lovely screen!!
copyrighted logo bitch ;] ;]


so ciao for now guys..and deal with the glaring screen.
nights..
much lavvvv

K.Y.T
26.5.09
01:57