ENOUGH of the sad'un

RIGHT. I don't particularly like looking at the post below..and my page is so damn dull..thought I'd perk it up with some photos from my NEW CASIO EX-Z400. Yes baby, you read that right..finally got myself a new cam after the many years of service from my old one. Still trying to get a hold of the functions...but getting there. ahhhh I love new technology!!!
Just giving ya'll a photo insight into my lovely summer hols. =]



hehe =] summer summer summer.
<3
signing out.
K.Y.T
25.8.09
15:59

Whats going downn

Is it bad to hope?? to wish?? to want something in life?
I can't even explain how annoying, stressful and distraught these last few days have been. But to be honest...I brought this onto myself as always. Damn my lazy ass. gahhhh!! It's caused me some mega trouble this time.

But before I start to explain what the hell has happened...I want you to know that my summer hols were amazing!!! So bloody amazing! Great fat sun, heatwave, thunderstorms in HK, buff food in Malay..couldn't be better man...I miss my laksa already TT__TT.

I'm really sorry I haven't updated sooner..I went on hols straight my exams with the fam, and haven't had internet since, cept for the stray signals stolen from neighbours in Malay. =P ;]. And what do I come back to?? I ruin my hols to come back for A2 results...which was a bum on a new level of its own.

I missed my grades for uni.
Specifically Bath uni.
should I repeat that phrase in case you didn't catch that?

I MISSED MY GRADES TO GO TO BATH

fuck??
lol..excuse the language. So after phoning multiple unis up..and I mean 20+ kind of multiple, with a robotic response of "sorry our Economics course is full" and "hang on a sec, let me record your details, enter you on the system and I'll get back to you", I decided to give up and clear my head. Am I prepared to waste away the next 3-4 years at some uni I haven't even considered, with a course I'm not committed to?
The answer was simple really. No. Definitely no. I don't want to rush to uni for this. I'd rather deal with the wrath of disappointed parents for a bit than to do that. Cause in the end, I'm going to uni for myself right? Not for anyone else. I really want to go to Bath. The city is beautiful..the uni is beautiful. It's just such a good breath of fresh air from London. Can't believe my idiocy and laziness cost me this.

*sighhh* But this points me directly onto the gap year path...which, secretly, I'm really happy about. Always wanted a gap year and this gives me the excuse to have one..though not through the best of circumstances, but certainly gets me there.
So the plan is.. xD I'm going to study for retakes in some modules to get me those damn A's so I can reapply and hopefully be given a second shot at Bath. I pray to God..any higher being up there to watch over me and give me strength...luck...whatever it takes to get into Bath..or a uni of my choice next year. hmm..Then after the retakes I'm going to get some hardcore work experience and then during summer I'm going to volunteer...probs in China, to teach English to lil kidos. Then swim over to Aussy....as I have no cash by now....to do some travelling. Sounds good?? (would someone like to rent a boat to me so I won't have to swim to Aussy..O_O...xD hahah)

ISSUE 1: I have no idea where to look for work experience. Probs in the banking sector?? or auditing?? Just something I can dig into for about 2-3 weeks..anything financy?? please can someone advise me?? I'd really appreciate that.

and I'm sorry...I haven't been able to update anything on my art lately. I've been a total bum ehh?? I'm sorry. But I will...soon. very soon...hopefully.

ALSO!!
ISSUE 2: I SUCK at HTML. I'm sure you all realise this from the shittiness off this page T_T and I'm sorry. I'm trying to do something about this.....

sigh...some essay huh?? happy reading?? haha =]

Plan for my page??:


...........hmm....in progress then xD WIP.

Many hearts my lovelies.
K.Y.T
25.8.09
12:53